Sup dawg?

Never doing this at night anymore…all the food that I feel…

I wanna live in my basement….

I decided to start jogging every morning, and started today. As I was jogging on Paisley I was approaching this one Asian guy from the back. He heard my keys each step I took, and when I was almost behind him he turned around, put his hands up and stumbled backwards LMFAO. 

Yesterday my aunt wore my g-star shoes to cut grass instead of her $5 sandals or HER other shoes, then my mom decides to throw them out completely this morning.

It’s almost Father’s day, but I’ve probably seen my friend’s dad more than my own. It’s been 2 years since you’ve left us to China, I thought life would be better without you here to hurt each one of us. You return for a week or two if not less every year, even those 14 days you have to leave a trail of unforgettable arguments. When I was a little kid I remembered when you came in to check up on me every single day to see if I kicked off my blanket. The moment you quit your job 4 years ago is the moment my life turned around from a happy family to just my mom and I. It’s just so hard to describe my hatred towards you, I have so much thoughts on how much I hate you for what you did to my mom and I. You’re a coward, you never admit that you’re wrong, you ruined my future, the ditch that my family has finally gotten out of was stepped back in 2 years ago. I wished you never existed in my life, I put a lot of effort into keeping our father-son relationship, yet all you can do is yell. I have never been so angry in my life to the point that I was crying inside, wanting to punch you in the face, wanting to move out of the house, and losing my voice. A man has to keep his word, you haven’t kept a single word. Ever since I was a little kid I told myself I will give my mom the life she deserves. I officially don’t have hope in you changing back and returning home. But I still wanna thank you, thank you for giving me a chance to say these words that I just did now, thank you for making me who I am today. From now on I will do all that I can do the best of my abilities to be independent, you rubbed it in my face saying i’m an embarrassment, guess what? I got 4 awards, I got accepted to university, EVERYTHING you said I couldn’t do as I was growing up. I will one day say all this to you in person, I want you to know that you’re not the king of the world, you’re nothing but a burden in our family. I will take care of the family now, I will protect them as much as I can, I will treat them the way you never did and never will.

Each time it gets to my chest day on saturday, I get lazy to go…I dont no need tits

I don’t believe in anything, but myself. I believe that faith is in my own hands, but only to a certain point in life, and when that point comes we can’t do anything but to let it happen.

Summer is coming fast…gonna try to get:

• At least 8 hours of sleep a day
• Not eat after 7PM
• ABSOLUTELY Try to not eat junk food or fast food at all
• Try to start toning
• Lots of work out
• Morning jogs everyday, if not then at the gym
• Do hw.

Today me and Ben had a fun and eventful day in Hyewa….

We started our day by checking out the local scene and then topped it off by having some delicious “omurice” (omelette rice)

After our late lunch..we started heading to Samsung station to meet up with a friend…

5:00 pm….green line…

We were standing for most of the time until I saw an empty seat…

Sitting next to the empty seat was a tall guy about the age of 25 or 26 wearing a motorcycle style black jacket.

In his hands was a black bicycle helmet.

I sat beside him…

Everything was normal, Ben and I were both talking (in english obviously). All of a sudden the guy next to me nudged me and told me to shut up…he said it a few times then under his breath he muttered the words “shibal sekiya”.

To me that word means nothing..it’s just a sound…but my korean friends told me that’s the worst possible word you can use on someone…sorta like “motherfu**er”

I was shocked…nothing like this has ever happened to me…where someone would just blatantly try to talk someone down….especially here….in Korea

I didn’t say a word…i was just smiling..so was ben..but under the smile I was burning.. I felt…wow…this is not happening to me…he really hates people who speak english..

Every once in a while he would keep saying “shibal seki” to me in a condescending tone…..

My blood began to boil….Ben was standing at the time..so he had a different perspective..he told me that he could feel my anger.

Ben kept on talking to me in english….the guy turned to me, pointed to ben and then said something..

I said…”you don’t like him?”

He nodded his head

My tone changed..

“Chingu…that’s my chingu(friend)…why do you hate him? whe??? whe???”

At any time I was thinking…I’m waiting for him to try to hit me with his helmet

At this point I was really pissed off…..I felt like he had taken away my pride and I was silent the whole time.

Am I just going to let it go like that??? If someone told me to shut the fuck up and then called me a motherfucker..do i just ignore him…I mean he clearly wanted to fight…

This when ben said my face totally changed….I positioned my body towards him and stared the guy right in the face ….No emotion, no flinching…just faced him and stared him….straight in the eyes… 

I was waiting for him to return the stare…I knew it was going down…I knew that we were going to fight..I just waited for him to make the first move…

I kept staring at him for a good half minute and he didn’t really look back so in my head I thought “let’s just get out of here…it ain’t worth it”

At this time he was trying to nudge me and bump me with his knee..

Moving his hands and holding his helmet as if he were going to strike…

So i put my coat in my other hand and leaned my right hand on the bar beside my seat in a punching position…I was calling his bluff..At this time Ben put his camera back into his bag and told me he was going to smash the guys head into the glass if he was to do anything… we just sat there…..1 min past…nothing…2 min past…still nothing

I guess this is what we called sizing up…

Every once in a while he kept flashing his cell phone open…His background was a photo of him in army gear..I’m assuming he was fresh out of the military…he was obviously trying to intimidate me

If he was going to really do something he would’ve done it already…

I was thinking to myself…he didn’t even look me in the eye.. well he did..very breifly and he called me a shibal seki again..but i kept staring at him haha

then I got up.. and told ben..”let’s go”

I looked back at him and he gave me the finger…

I stopped smiled and gave him my middle finger back..with a little nod (“fuk you have a nice day”style)

While we were walking Ben was like…wtf…are you serious? Ben was so heated up because he didn’t want the guy thinking we were pussys..but i told him it wasn’t worth it…plus I stared him down and he didn’t do anything so he lost…

You might be thinking…you’re just rationalizing….but I’ll tell you exactly why he lost it…

We were now on the other side of the subway cart….

We were talking, trying to cool down…then someone grabbed my arm…..I looked to my side and it was the same guy…

This time he whispered..”follow me”

Now it was certain that he was upset about how we just walked away…(like i was saying..you’re not even worth it)

This guy wanted to fight and it was serious now…

This is when I think we acted in a way he didn’t expect

“don’t fucking touch me!”

I threw his arm so hard that he lost his balance.

Then I shoved his back and pushed him towards the subway door and said

“JUST GO! ….GO”

*Now I ain’t gonna follow the guy anywhere he wants to go..if he wanted to fight..then do it right there..in the subway car…don’t whisper “follow me” and grab people’s arms…*

At the moment..we were making noise..embarassing him… if he didn’t want to attract attention…we definitely made him look like he was a crazy dude..

(to the people sitting down…they just see this korean guy trying to pick a fight with asian dudes)

The train stopped at that moment and the doors opened

It looked like he was going to get out of the train…

He was trying to swear back at us.. But we were just pointing and telling him to get lost

He turned around towards Ben and then started to talk shit…. he grabbed Bens wrist and tried to pull him out…Ben threw the guys arm towards the subway railing….there was a loud *PANG* sound.. his arm got hurt..

At this point the guy got so angry that he wanted to humiliate Ben before he got out of the train.

He motioned his left hand towards ben and his fingers grazed Bens face….

Everything went slow at this point..

Suddenly….

From my view I saw Ben throw a really powerful muay thai kick which connected with the back of the guys legs… 

This is when i was like…WOWWWWWWW it’s on!…subway fight!

The guy stumbled out of the train and turned around..this time he was swearing even more…Ben’s kick was more like a warning shot (I know he didn’t expect Ben to throw a kick like that in public)…it definately shook him up

We were 100% in this now…

Now since we were in it…we started yelling at him to come back on the train…

giving him the hand motions to come back…..

He hesitated…and tried to act tough by stepping one leg into the train…

The doors shut and he was on the other side….

We both gave a huge sigh of relief…

We could talk about the million different things we would do if he stayed on the train…

but the fact is…We are visitors in korea and for something like this to happen is just shocking….even though I think we handled this situation perfectly…It just bothers me how some people really hate english..I mean.. we’re both asians…and just because we’re speaking english he finds himself justified to fight us….that to me is really dumb….

….either way….just to tell you how tense the situation was…. both me and ben’s legs were shaking…not because we were afraid or anything…just because the guy looked sooooo normal yet we were put in a brawl type situation…..In broad daylight!!

The End

So it was a typical Sunday morning and I took 2 days off from the gym, today was my chest day. I didn’t warm up and just slapped on 1 45lbs and 1 35lbs on each side (205lbs with the bar), I usually jump straight to 165lbs to rep. I pushed it up, did one rep thinking it was a lot harder than I remembered, then I tried another one and dropped it on my abs. People started running towards me to help me lift off the bar. It was then that I realized it was 205lbs instead of 165lbs. Typical Sunday morning, can’t count.

And so we have been close friends for long while now
We’ve been through lots of laughs and pain
You guys make me who I am today
I thank you and in return I give you this song okay?
We have many unforgettable memories together
I will name some of them in this beautiful weather
When Monica said Yes to being my girlfriend
When I lit kevin’s foot on fire i thought it was gonna be the end
Alex falling for my tv magic trick
Lee breathing heavily doing the victory dance
And I remember the nights we skyped
Playing baloono
and tetris too
And there was me bombing you
And sending blocks too
Stay at home to chill and watch scary films
And we would get so excited and we’d get so scared
Laughing at ourselves with a couple glares
And this is how it feels

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember all the times Nhu got harassed?
Still bringing up the oyster juice
Can Jackie still breathe right after he takes a big crap?
Can Lam finally beat me at playing games?
I keep, keep thinking every single day
Keep on thinking it’s a time to stay
And this is how it feels

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever

Will we still be on the road trip like previously planned?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I thought that we can still forever be friends
And suddently it’s like we’re big and strong
What does that have to do anything? The song is just too long
Will our memories fade when we leave this town
I keep, keep thinking every single day
Keep on thinking it’s a time to stay

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

Jackie and I are driving brothers. Why? None of your concerns LOL

curlymehn:

secretsbest:

kids back then:

kids these days:

^ lmfao I’d be like that then still cry T_T

Cup noodles….a loner’s best friend.

my allergies.

when people notice you look bigger and tells you to flex…even your own girlfriend. It’s like they’re waiting to see me like this…

but really i’m like this…

I had to make sandwiches myself this week…..but now she’s back! =) LOL jk

“Amazing what America can do when PSN is down for a week” LMFAO

Bin Laden died on 5/2/2011 5+2+2+0=9 11 “9/11” karma

Harper doesn’t deserve to get majority of the seats in the house of commons. He didn’t even answer any questions when we asked him at the conference. He’s going to raise taxes, gas prices, not do anything about the inflation and then keep all the money to himself, fucking everyone else over.

Don’t you just love it when you’re studying for a test a night, then you fall asleep and wake up realizing the time is 5:49 am. This is when i’m pressured and this is my time to shine LOL